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lyrics
I was the kid who you'd never expect to be,
who he is today, who he is today.
But mind altering drugs will take you for a spin,
and show you just exactly the mess I'm in.
This is an illness, will it stay or will it go?
My mother asked me, was it the chemicals.
But all along, I was wrong, and now it appears it was all an illusion.
The happiness I once knew is replaced by the chemicals I now do.
It's not worth it.
And you say you say, that it's all gone away.
This feeling of falling deeper.
This is an illness, will it stay or will it go?
My mother asked me, is it the chemicals.
But all along, I was wrong, and now it appears it was all an illusion.
The happiness I once knew is replaced by the chemicals I now do.
It's not worth it.
This mind's captured, in a living hell. I've grown uncertain of whether or not I'd make it out. I've tried, I swear I have. But it's been three fucking years and I'm still not the same. I'd give anything in this world to go back I could fix my mistakes.
(It's not worth it, you are who you are)
Then I wouldn't be sitting here right now feeling my heart race, with tears running down my face. I told myself I'd leave but I must stay for others sake, if only my reality hadn't become so fucking fake. But I must accept this is my new normal, whatever my old normal is this is my new normal. But I can't go on living this way. I must find peace. I must find peace. I must find peace.
Save me.
Take from me whatever you want and we'll call it mutual.
Take from me whatever you want and we'll call it mutual.
Set me free.
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